Contradict

I think I don' t know you anymore
I guess I never did...
I tot I understood,
I tot I knew
but...I don't
I never did
You never gave me the chance.

There are times when I tot I'm almost there
I tot I almost reach your heart
but everytime you slam the door in my face
It hurts...
I reach out but all I touch was cold solid door
How I push at it and how I charge at it
I got myself wounded all over and yet it wouldn't budge
Not even a little

I wanted to turn back, to give up on you
But this longing I feel inside just won't go away
This feeling I never though I'd feel for anyone
You make it happen
You're my miracle yet you're my debacle
And I love you so