Saturday, January 3, 2009

When will I be fine?

Again and again he hurt me...so badly I just wanna cry my eyes out and shut myself from everything....but I cant...I know he's hurting too....I don't wanna be a 'small gas' and left him at the time when he's at his lowest...Yet as I wrote this, my eyes start to fill up....my heart ache....my self-worth gone....and the words David say rang in my head..."is he worth it?"over and over it plays in my head...but my answer will never change...."I dont know...but I did everything I did willingly"
May be this answer will change one day...I don't know but I'm sure it wont change anytime soon....

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